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This blog is where I record a limited depiction of my feelings, family, and faith. My blog was recently under intense scrutiny, and so I feel this disclaimer is necessary. I try to tell my story as openly as I can, but this blog represents a cropped and narrow-viewed version of my story -- like all social media -- it is NOT the full story. Many events happen behind the scenes that are not recorded or written about, due to the sensitive nature of others involved. Life has many layers. Many layers can be shared and many cannot, and this blog is simply a layer of my life that I allow others to view, but it is not an accurate depiction of all the layers of my life.

I Can More Than Imagine

 

Sometimes I try to imagine what it will be like to sit at the Savior's feet, surrounded by His Love and Light. This evening, as I sat in my cozy red chair in my living room, the song, "I Can Only Imagine," started playing through my speaker and into my heart. 

I needed it. I needed that masterpiece of a song. I needed a moment of peace with my Savior today. 

As I continue pressing forward with some very difficult things -- things I will probably never be able to write about -- I am just growing weary of the way the world works. I am growing weary of the encroaching darkness that just continues to spread, and that threatens my own heart; but the Light in my heart is incredibly stubborn and will not go out. And my love and reliance on my Savior will never diminish. 

I am simply nothing without Him, so if I want to be something, I need Jesus. 

I cleave to His Light in the darkness, always. 

I have so much to say, but my words have been spent in other directions lately. And so I will let a video from the past do the talking (singing) for me. 

First, some of the lyrics of the song I Can Only Imagine... 

Surrounded by your glory

What will my heart feel? 

Will I dance for you Jesus

Or in awe of you be still? 

Will I stand in your presence

Or to my knees will I fall?

Will I sing Hallelujah?

Will I be able to speak at all?

I can only imagine

I can only imagine


I know what I will do when I see Jesus.

I will sing Hallelujah... as I always have. 

I also know that no matter what trials I face in this life, both Jesus, and my Charles, will be with me, always. 

Every breath I take is Hallelujah.

Fear not. For they that be with us are more than they that be with them. Kings 6:16

Me and my angels. :) 



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