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This blog is where I record a limited depiction of my feelings, family, and faith. My blog was recently under intense scrutiny, and so I feel this disclaimer is necessary. I try to tell my story as openly as I can, but this blog represents a cropped and narrow-viewed version of my story -- like all social media -- it is NOT the full story. Many events happen behind the scenes that are not recorded or written about, due to the sensitive nature of others involved. Life has many layers. Many layers can be shared and many cannot, and this blog is simply a layer of my life that I allow others to view, but it is not an accurate depiction of all the layers of my life.

Taking a Blog Break... For Some FUN!

I will not be blogging for awhile. I am with family, and we are intent on having glorious FUN! My parents have flown down from Alaska -- they brought the snow with them -- and we are going to enjoy a vacation and the holidays. 

So, for the next few weeks, you might not see me here... unless I feel super inspired/find the time to blog. I hope I do... but I am not going to stress about it. I kind of want to just be free from everything, and soak all the good times in. 

I need it. The last 8 months have been insane. 

I do not expect peace and relaxation -- I have 4 kids! I do not expect going "Wa-hoo" will solve my problems, change my heart, or lift my burdens. But I do anticipate having fun times, and making great memories with my family. I do plan on smiling, screaming for joy, and having magic fill my soul with moments of happiness that I can treasure forever -- because we get to take our memories with us, even when we die! 

I will, of course, be taking my camera, and capturing as much as I can. And I will be writing my experiences in my heart, until I can return and record them here on the blog. I expect a full spectrum of feelings to travel with me on the trip. 

I have prayed to have joy in the journey. 

I woke-up yesterday and I had a very clear impression made in my mind, as if I were hearing Charles' voice. I was told, "You are here to be happy." They were the exact words I needed to hear. It was as if I was being given permission to experience joy and happiness, not only while on vacation -- but for life. Sometimes, I admit, I feel a little guilty having fun right now -- I wish Charles were here to have fun too. But I have to remember he will be with us. Especially when we are happy and having fun! 

I am excited for our adventure. Say an extra prayer for us that all will go relatively smoothly! 

I am bringing Charles' vacation shirt along for luck! 

We will be trading this snow for sandy beaches and sunshine...

I hope to bring the sunshine back with me in my soul! 

I'll be back with stories to tell! 

I'll miss you! ;)  

















Comments

  1. Have fun, Mari! I can't wait to hear all about it :)

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  2. Have a wonderful, safe trip. Say hello to California for me and enjoy the nice weather. I'm glad the snow came before you guys left so your kids could play in the first snowfall of the winter. I love the pictures! :)

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  3. I love Dan's new hair cut!! i hope you have a blast and travel safely. ENJOY!!!!! :)

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  4. Love Daniells hair.
    Have tons of fun guys. Xx

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  5. Daniel looks so handsome! I love that look! Have a blast, okay? We all love you and will miss you, but so glad you can get away to the happiest place on earth! It will be so great!!!

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  6. I had been wondering why you hadn't posted for awhile. Glad to hear everything is OK. I hope you have a wonderful vacation in the warm sunny weather. Your posts inspire me to find joy in this life despite the problems and heartaches that have come my way.

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  7. Have a wonderful time Mari and kids! You deserve all the happiness in the world! I'm excited to hear about all the memories you are going to make:) I too like Daniels haircut!
    With Love,
    Crystal

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