At Last I See the Light

The sun. Isn't it so beautiful? After having the sky covered in a blanket of grey for so long, having blue sky and sunshine felt like seeing with new eyes. I went out for a walk in the early morning on this Valentine's day, and everything was covered in a light frost. It was like the earth was glittered in tiny rainbows, that danced and sparkled in the glorious sunlight. 

I felt like it was a gift just for me. 

Rainbows are very special for me, and Charles, and I planned to purposefully look for one today. I thought perhaps he could send me just a little token of his undying love for me on this day of romance. I thought I might have to really search to find just one rainbow. 

Instead, the moment I stepped outside for my walk, I was greeted with rainbow sparkles everywhere. I could not capture it in the pictures I took (I tried, but I could not catch the real beauty of it on my iPhone). If you have seen frost sparkle in the sunlight, you know the magical rainbow-glitter I am talking about. 

I felt a surge of excitement charge through me, as I went out to chase my rainbows. I was reminded that though Charles cannot be with me all the time, he is always mindful and aware of me, and he loves me more now than ever... and he will love me forever. Today I really felt his love, and it was so refreshing and hopeful and bright. 

I was reminded of a song... 

And at last I see the light

And it's like the fog has lifted

And at last I see the light 

And it's like the sky is new

And it's warm and real and bright

And the world has somehow shifted

All at once everything looks different

Now that I see you