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Am I Marathon Ready?

I have less than 4 weeks until marathon day! The anticipation is building, and I feel incredibly anxious about it. It is the first thing I think about when I wake-up, and the last thing I think about when I go to bed. I have done my best to prepare.

Could I have done more? Could I have trained more?

Yes.

Absolutely! 

But I have done my best, with my circumstances, and my best is just going to have to be good enough.

There have been times I missed a scheduled run, because I am a mother, and I have 4 children. But I have been very consistent, and determined. I have not missed my long runs on Saturdays, and I feel those are the most important runs of the training... to build that endurance both mentally and physically.

I have run hundreds of miles, in all sorts of weather. I have come home weary, and felt all sorts of pain and interesting physical responses to the intense training. I have lost 15 pounds, which might have been more, except for the insane carb-cravings that running has given me. (Running is great, but it makes me ravenous.) I feel physically and emotionally stronger, though at this point I am pretty weary of running, and I look forward to different forms of exercise after the marathon is over. (I will never stop running, I just need to shake it up a bit!)

The crazy thing is that somedays I go out, and 5 miles feels like the biggest challenge ever. Other days a 15 mile run seems less challenging than the 5. That is what makes running so great: it is always a challenge. You can always push yourself harder, or run faster, go up steeper hills, or add other variations to make it more intense.

At this point, I am just ready to do it. I don't know if I am really ready, but I am ready to go for it. The waiting for game-day is making me a little crazy. I get super anxious about any sort of performance, and the fact that it is a physical performance makes me horribly nervous, because you never know what the body will do on a particular day.

Right now, I am really trying to hone-in on positive mental thinking, and I need to actually believe that I can finish. It is even recommended to visualize yourself crossing the finish line. I am working on that one.

I made a little video about being marathon ready....

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Here is the marathon course...



Here is a peek at the Utah Valley Marathon... it makes me cry every time I watch it. It will be so fun and insane at the same time! :)

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If you live in Utah and want to come cheer us on, that would be AWESOME!!!!

Comments

  1. Oh my gosh! I wish I could be there! I can't wait to see you in July! How long do you think it will take you to accomplish? And I love Provo Canyon it will be a beautiful run!

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    1. The Provo canyon should really be beautiful -- I just hope the weather is good! I can only guess on how long it will take. The 20 miles took me 3:20 @ a 10:03 pace, so adding 6 more miles, I would guess somewhere between the 4:20-5:00 mark, depending on hills, and other things that are unpredictable since I have never gone that far. I am so excited to see you in July! That will be so fun! Hooray! :)

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  2. I was laughing at your way to fix iPods. Good old Henry aye. Good luck Mari. You'll do great for sure. You already have the courage and the drive. Finishing the race is the only option for you. I don't doubt that it'll go great.

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