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This blog is where I record a limited depiction of my feelings, family, and faith. My blog was recently under intense scrutiny, and so I feel this disclaimer is necessary. I try to tell my story as openly as I can, but this blog represents a cropped and narrow-viewed version of my story -- like all social media -- it is NOT the full story. Many events happen behind the scenes that are not recorded or written about, due to the sensitive nature of others involved. Life has many layers. Many layers can be shared and many cannot, and this blog is simply a layer of my life that I allow others to view, but it is not an accurate depiction of all the layers of my life.

At One with Nature, God, and Charles

About a week ago, my dad gave me a blessing. As he laid his hands on my head, he gave me a Father's blessing of comfort and council. As he spoke the words that God would have me hear, I was filled with warmth and peace. I have had more Priesthood blessings in the last few weeks, than I have had in many past years combined.

Do I believe in the power of Priesthood blessings to heal and comfort?

Yes. I. Do.

In this most recent blessing, I was given some beautiful words of council. I was told that in order to draw close to Charles -- and my Heavenly Father -- I will need to spend time out in the beauty of nature. In an effort to be obedient to that council, I have been for walks, runs, played in the backyard, mowed the lawn, and gone to parks with Daniel to workout using park equipment. (That weird lady doing squats and lunges at the park, yeah, that's me.) 

When I am outside, I do feel closer to Charles. When I am outside, my mind is lifted to new heights of hope and joy. I feel free, like anything is possible. Sure, sometimes I will have tears streaming down my face as I am jogging, but that is what sunglasses are for.

Charles loved being in nature, and he loved everything outdoors. In order to feel close to him, it is important for me to be in his element, enjoying things that he loved so much. Sometimes -- when the wind blows just right -- it is as if he is gently kissing me on the cheek, telling me it is all going to be OK. Sometimes -- when the wind blows -- I can hear his voice declaring his eternal love for me. Those are just a few of the perks from venturing outdoors.

I am so grateful for Priesthood blessings. I always loved it when Charles would give me blessings, he has such a soft, soothing voice, and gentle hands. And now, though he is not the one giving me the blessings directly, I feel him very close as others have laid their hands on my head to offer comfort and healing. It is as if Charles' hands are also laid upon my head -- perhaps taking a break from his Heavenly work -- to add a touch of comfort in my life.

I will obey the council directly to me, from God, to be outside, and enjoy the beauty of nature. There is so much to be grateful for when you go outside, and inhale deeply the glories of the Earth. Just breathing fresh air, and seeing fresh images -- is rejuvenating to both body, and soul.

When I am near nature, I am near Charles, and my Heavenly Father.

If you need me, I will be outside.

Here are a few images I captured from a recent walk… 





















Comments

  1. the council from those blessings will impact you for years to come... isn't the priesthood fantastically perfect?! it's always just what we need. :)

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  2. Thank you so much for taking us on this journey with you Mari! So wonderful to see how Heavenly Father is blessing you and your family during this time. Those pictures are beautiful. The one with the bee is awesome! Sometime we'll need to go on a walk together with our cameras. You could give me some pointers. :)

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  3. I love how you captured the beauty of spring. Tonight I shared your recent music video with Paul and Olivia (she is 12 like Sammi). You both have amazing talent. Thank you for sharing your life with us. I am learning from you how to live life and enjoy it to it's fullest, how to embrace motherhood more fully, and how to listen to the spirit. Thank you, Tiffani

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  4. I'm amazed to see how your talents in family history, photography, music, and more have given you a 'focus' as you press forward through a 'blurry' time. I'm sure there have been times when things seem unclear and confusing, but you have chosen to 'compose' yourself in so many ways. It's wonderful to me! I'm grateful you are being obedient to the counsel received through priesthood blessings. I hope you are able to write down what you remember most from your blessings right after receiving them. I remember how much this helped me when I was struggling with challenges in my life. I would review those words of wisdom often to give me strength. I remember when I had the privilege of receiving a priesthood blessing from Charles when I visited you in Spokane. I remember that soft voice and his gentle/heavenly hands.
    I love your beautiful pictures. The colors are magical. I love that you are getting outdoors every day and taking in nature. Well done! I'm happy to hear that Charles is with you as you venture out into this beautiful world.
    love you always sister,

    Love,
    Kary

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