DISCLAIMER

This blog is where I record a limited depiction of my feelings, family, and faith. My blog was recently under intense scrutiny, and so I feel this disclaimer is necessary. I try to tell my story as openly as I can, but this blog represents a cropped and narrow-viewed version of my story -- like all social media -- it is NOT the full story. Many events happen behind the scenes that are not recorded or written about, due to the sensitive nature of others involved. Life has many layers. Many layers can be shared and many cannot, and this blog is simply a layer of my life that I allow others to view, but it is not an accurate depiction of all the layers of my life.

Where Did I See Myself Now?

Last year, around this time, I wrote a post about where I saw myself in a year. You can view that: HERE. As I reread that post, I was caused to reflect on what has happened over the last year.

I wrote a lot of other posts, and had a lot of other events/experiences, but these were the ones that stood out to me:  

We moved: HEREHERE

We traveled: HERE, HERE 

We went to Disneyland: HERE 

We had a few hospital trips: HERE, HERE, HERE,

We had loads of concerts: HERE, HERE, HERE, HERE, HERE... and more.

I trained for and ran a marathon: HERE, HEREHERE, HEREHERE 

I went on Trek as the Photographer/Videographer: HEREHEREHEREHERE

I contemplated love and dating: HERE, HERE, HERE, HERE, HERE, HEREHERE, HERE, HERE,  HERE 

After looking over my posts of the last year, it is very clear what has been on my mind the most. I will tell you that I received a Father's blessing of guidance, and things I should be focusing on. Over the last year, I feel I have done a pretty good job of fulfilling my blessing. I was meant to take care of my body (running), learn new talents (videography), enjoy photography (thank you, Trek!), spend time with extended family (traveling with family), enjoy music and the arts (the concerts), and continue writing and sharing my testimony (the blog).

There is one thing, however, that I have not ventured into from my blessing, and that is dating. Oh, clearly, I have thought about it... a lot. But I am so immobilized by fear to really take action. I feel like I have analyzed my way out of action. I have thought too much about it, written too much about, without doing anything about it.

That leads us to my next post... to be continued. 

Comments

  1. So are you dating ? My children think I should but I am almost 64. Years old and my hubby had been gone for 15 months so money but lonely for my hubby and no one else ❤️😇

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  2. Wow you have accomplished a lot this year! Love reading your posts!

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